I want after marriage but boyfriend doesn't..?

Can i just say first i'm proud of you for telling us about your and ual abuse. I also am proud that you want to be a serious Christian and wait to have after you're married. Now, about your problem, have you told him about your , ual abuse, and promise of becoming a good christian, he should understand if he is the good boyfriend you said he is and then you can have after you're married.